The powerful of Ego21:13
Really can break someone's heart….
Have you noticed that recently my post is all about my sad and unhappiness. Anyway, i've deleted it :p. Or you haven’t noticed at all as you were amazed with the food photos here hehehehe
That’s life, I guess sometimes you're happy sometimes you frown and hoping miracles happen and save you from this complicated things.
Its not that too complicated as this is just a friendship matter where its normal to have fight with your friends, but sometimes the most hurtful and painful is the silence from a friends without telling what is your mistake.
When no word is the the cruelest and most hurtful word that a friend can say.. I don't understand what I've done wrong and yet he seems want to talk to everyone besides me.
I've been in the same situation with him several times before (without no reason sometimes) but it all was end up I’m the one who always giving up. I always end up forgiving people even if they dont deserve it. He is the type of person who will ignore someone he hates, so I assumed, he must be hates me when he ignore me too.. and I don't know what I've done wrong. Nobody ever hates another person for no reason, there is always a reason! I know i should ask him "What's your problem? Why do you hate me?", "Is there something I did to you for you to hate me?", " I have nothing against you, why are you doing this?."
Yes! I wanna ask but sometimes people have their limit, Sometimes you just got to know when enough is enough and let it go and move on .
I have tried different approaches, but he dont seems interested to talk to me. In Facebook he would rather talk to other people than talk to me . So I did the same thing, I refused to initiate conversation anymore. In fact I'm done initiating conversation with him. If he wants to talk to me he will start a conversation, say something to me. How long should I put up with this if it continues without a reason. I know this could lead to serious problems but the damage had already been done!
I've gone through friendships broken few times before this, I've gone through the fire and I've been through the flood and I've been broken into pieces and thanks God, I survived. I don’t want this but I have no more heart. He and his ego which I think is higher than the KLCC tower…. I have ego too, but my ego is flexible, but I've done alter my ego for you. I've done on it!
I miss that feeling. The feeling you get when you have someone in your life you can tell things to. A person that you can tell all your hopes, dreams and aspirations. Knowing that they are truly listening. The feeling of a person who wants to talk to you, because you are you. The feeling of a friend. How does it feel to be unnoticed by the person you notice most :(
But sometimes you just have to make the decision to be happy. Just realize that things aren't ever what you hoped they'd be. Not ever. For anybody. The only thing that separates one kind of person from another is that there are some who stay angry about it and there are some who accept what comes their way. I believes if someone seriously wants to be a part of your life, they will seriously make an effort to be in it.
As you go through life, you'll see there is so much more that we don't understand, and the only thing we know is things don't always go the way we planned. - The Lion King
Dear Friend, just remember that when nobody else was there for you, I was, and when nobody else gave a damn, I did!
P/S : He is not my husband. Dont get confused. Oh c'mon girls also have male BFF : D